12763) I hate documentaries on eating disorders. They only make me think that there are people who are actually losing weight from that. They make me want to get sicker to compete with those girls; girls that are dying. I just feel so sick.
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12716) I am disgusted when other people eat a lot, but I also feel great, because I eat less than them. But sometimes I eat much because someone else does too. It’s weird and out of control. That’s a terrible kind of war in my head.